Be a first rate version of yourself
not a second rate version of someone else.
-Judy Garland
not a second rate version of someone else.
-Judy Garland
Weight: 222 lbs Goal: Just make through this procedure without having a panic induced heart-attack.
Today was THE day. The removal of the mass that has been sending my body into continual labor shock for so many years. The first step to recovery even though it feels like I've been ripped to shreds. The doctor said that the mass inside my cervix was the biggest she had ever seen! How had I managed to even move without pain. I didn't. In my body, heart or soul.
Today was THE day. The removal of the mass that has been sending my body into continual labor shock for so many years. The first step to recovery even though it feels like I've been ripped to shreds. The doctor said that the mass inside my cervix was the biggest she had ever seen! How had I managed to even move without pain. I didn't. In my body, heart or soul.
I don't believe in chasing gurus; the TRUE master is within, but Matt Furey is definitely a sifu for me. A guiding light. Here is a man that "came from a nowhere town, from a nowhere school and became the world champion in Shuai Chiao Kung Fu."
I love Sifu Matt. He says in his Magnetic Mind Power Course that there is a Law of the "Positive Reinforcement Group". "If there is something negative in your life, GET RID OF IT! It literally snuff the life right out of you." To emphasize he told the story of a Florida man who after having left prison, seemingly rehabilitated, went back to hanging out with his old, familiar crowd and was shot and killed a few days after being released!
I owe it to myself to free of toxic influences and relationships. In Your Body Listens to Every Word, it shows how every vibration, every single thought, every piece of "monkey chatter" gets into my body, my cells--everything. I am made up of atoms; and atoms are expressions of vibration. They resonate with those vibrations that they actually come in contact with. If I'm feeding my atoms "bad vibes" they will resonate, in kind, to keep the structure together; i.e. me!
Mindfulness is so important. Most people are familiar with the concept of the "7 generations"--that every action affects the next 7 generations. Well, the same thing applies inward. Every "self action" affects at least 7 layers inward. And as I go deeper inside myself, I have found that the solidity drops away and I feel the greater reality of VIBRATIONAL EXISTENCE. I have always felt these things, even consciously, and know myself on that deeper level. Personal responsibility takes on a whole new dimension, a new urgency; yet at the same time, I have found a level of freedom. On THIS level is where I am going to find true forgiveness, self-love, so the TRUE, LASTING healing that I want can begin.
I love Sifu Matt. He says in his Magnetic Mind Power Course that there is a Law of the "Positive Reinforcement Group". "If there is something negative in your life, GET RID OF IT! It literally snuff the life right out of you." To emphasize he told the story of a Florida man who after having left prison, seemingly rehabilitated, went back to hanging out with his old, familiar crowd and was shot and killed a few days after being released!
I owe it to myself to free of toxic influences and relationships. In Your Body Listens to Every Word, it shows how every vibration, every single thought, every piece of "monkey chatter" gets into my body, my cells--everything. I am made up of atoms; and atoms are expressions of vibration. They resonate with those vibrations that they actually come in contact with. If I'm feeding my atoms "bad vibes" they will resonate, in kind, to keep the structure together; i.e. me!
Mindfulness is so important. Most people are familiar with the concept of the "7 generations"--that every action affects the next 7 generations. Well, the same thing applies inward. Every "self action" affects at least 7 layers inward. And as I go deeper inside myself, I have found that the solidity drops away and I feel the greater reality of VIBRATIONAL EXISTENCE. I have always felt these things, even consciously, and know myself on that deeper level. Personal responsibility takes on a whole new dimension, a new urgency; yet at the same time, I have found a level of freedom. On THIS level is where I am going to find true forgiveness, self-love, so the TRUE, LASTING healing that I want can begin.